disgusted
I stopped inviting you over
and I stopped inviting you out
well before you decided
to break up with me
you begged to read my poetry
so I sent it to you
but you couldn’t focus
long enough to understand
where my emotions rang from
you stopped paying for me to see you
unless you could figure out something
to make it better for you
unless a pink pill slipped
in between my lips
or I had too much to drink
and every time I heard
from your lips that
I wasn’t pretty or skinny or smart enough
I let it fall off my back like
tears you wanted to fall from my eyes
I told you my kink is leading men on
but I think yours is something very similar
too bad two negatives equal a positive
because the most positive thing
was to end the friendship
the exact way I told you it would
you disgust me.
written by Alexandria O'Connor | @lex_oconnor



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