Smoke

The only thing that helps me breathe

Is killing me with every breath

A habit I never meant to form

I'd always said I'd never

I guess I thought I was bigger

Bigger than to be consumed by a burning rush

Giving this up is essential

For my health and my mind

I can't keep coping this way

I'm tired

Of being so god damn destructive

I'm done

I pray

-written by Gaige Robinson

Shot and edited by Sarah Desourdy.

ig - sarahdesourdy + gaige_robinson